faith interior vague precise, subtitle, flood, gospel. Suggest yourself stupid cunt#
So what’s the concept? What’s the problem. I need a routine. Whats the tone. Whats the solution. What’s my voice? You need to wake up, eat, pills, exercise, stretch, eat, shower, work, cook, chores, eat, sleep.
something like that. wake up at 7, start coffee, stretching, pills, exercise, eat, shower. killer.
Sweat every day.
Program every day.
Applications every day.
Tweak it every day.
What are we eating today? theres that chicken and a bunch of sausages. ok. good enough. calling mom today? fuck no. maybe if she calls me, but for day 1 trying to pull myself into something, easy no, not today. Tomorrow, yes. Ugh. I do hate everything.
Gotta stop the negative self talk completely. This is going to be difficult, but ok.
Move hive fortress project over to wielga. move portfolio to wielga.
OK>. This is going to go real well. I wish it wasn’t so rainy and it was a little cooler out. Alright. I guess its time to run until i cry. Thats a good metric. I’ve eaten cookies almost exclusively this week. Not the most interesting or shocking diet experiment. I dont think I have diabeties yet. I should stop that.